I HAVE TO ADMIT
I have to admit a few things in this cleaning process, this is some soul cleaning. JK.
1. TVD Fan
I am a die hard TVD (The Vampire Diaries, duh) fan, so when Nina Dobrev announced that this would be her last season, I almost cried. Then when she posted past photos of her last day, I almost died. This time I was tempted to cry a little. I am soo sad.
2. SPOILED ROTTEN
I am apparently a very spoiled lady. Yes it has taken me a few years to come to this realization, but I like things the way that I like them. We checked into a "inn" that is totally not up to my standards. I am so picky, and I can't believe this must be the many years of accepting the BS. Plus, E has completely spoiled me (much more than my mom ever did) and I haven't even realized it (but shh don't tell him I know this).
3. NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS
I have sucked at my new years resolutions, really bad. BUT, I did just sign up to do PiYo with my new beach body coach, whoop whoop (new favorite words = |). I am hoping that she keeps me in check and I get through the 60 days, I also need to invest in some good knee brace thingy's. I don't really care for gyms even though I continue to pay for a membership and barely go. I am definitely still eating fairly okay, I had a few days of crap food, like burger and pizza. I am back on track though, nothing like a good stomach ache to wake you up.
I am a total buzz kill, I legit will not like something and my mood will completely change. I need to change this, because I literally where my heart on my sleeve it is like my face is emojis. No joke. And this B resting face needs to go somewhere. I want to be approachable, anyone have a tutorial on that? lol. Seriously? Anyone?
I was so organized I created a binder and made a planner and then I didn't do anything with it. Time to pick that back up and get dates written down. I have post that I need to do for my photography blog that just aren't getting done, but I have no issue posting here. The words just come and rest here for reals y'all. Like that southern twang there. = D Sometimes it is completely effortless, I guess because I can write what is on my mind. I really want to do more fashion post those are a bit harder since I don't really have a photographer and E much rather watch sports, LOL. Can't blame the guy.
I am over television a bit, and if E didn't have to watch sports I would probably get rid of cable all together, either shows are ending, main characters are being killed off, or it just got boring. I haven't watched Scandal in forever. = | I think I am over television and into YouTube. Are you guys vlogging? I'd love to check out your channel, leave it in the comments.
I really need to step my game up, I can't seem to figure out what I am doing wrong. I am unsuccessfully photographing, everyone loves my work but no one wants to pay me for it. I can see a great progress in my images, but don't feel like I am at times because I can't book any shoots. I am hoping that the workshop I have coming and me hopefully blogging on my photography site will help other's see my work. Failure isn't an option and I know I can do this.